Coming apart
3:12 p.m. || January 08, 2007

I could just scream right now.

I am so upset about everything.

I only one person. I can't be at work and at home and with DH all at the same time.

I can't put in 40 hours a week, stay all night and all weekend with DH, and still hold down the fort at home. I'm just not a big enough person.

He was doing better yesterday and worse today. I feel like this is never going to end. My in-laws are going to hate me and my father-in-law as my boss is going to give me hell about not being at work.

I'm so afraid he's going to think I'm abandoning him. But I have people pulling me in all directions and I think I'm about to come apart.

*puts face in hands and cries*

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